Hello my friends,
It?s me, back from the dead. I?m sure it was strange for you the way I disappeared... I don?t know how to put it, maybe I should start from the beginning. It was my first year at my architecvture College, and it was an extremely hard one. Right from the beginning, I said to myself I would do everything I could to be the best that I could be, so I could prove to everybody (specially my mother) that the money spent in me wasn?t a waste. As you could notice, my production here went way down ? I just couldn?t spare more time to it. In fact, I couldn?t spare time for nothing, besides working and studying. As the time went by, my ?hobbies? had to be pushed far behind in my to-do list. There were times I would think of everything as a matter of hours (specially in the final work delivery), and couldn?t spare time even for my girlfriend, because I would lost my nerves feeling that I could be working instead of hanging out with her (hearing this may sound pathetic, but if you think that I had negative grades because I couldn?t present a work, that could be completed if I only had a couple of hours more, you would know what I?m talking about, and the stress it is). Also, somewhere along the year, my pc broke seriously down (due to a virus my mother received by e-mail, again), and I had to be without it for long months, untill I got another one from a friend.
I could have showed up using another pc, in my college, for example, but the real truth is that I was ashamed to just wave hello, while all of you were working, when I knew I wouldn?t help or work on the mod untill all my college works were done.
Well, the year is over, I had great grades, I succeed in becoming the best student in my class, and I?ll have my works for Architecture and Drawing displayed in the College?s exibhition, this month. <!-- s:) --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- s:) -->
All my personnal problems are now successfuly solved (meaning = problems with the person I love, my girlfriend Sofia), and I finally have come up with the courage to come here and tell this to you guys.
I know I failed you pretty badly (specially you, RambOrc), and I know long time has passed and I wasn?t there when the team probably needed me the most. I?m trully sorry for that, but you have to believe that there was no way I could honestly help, while all this in my personal life was going on. <!-- s:oops: --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_redface.gif" alt=":oops:" title="Embarassed" /><!-- s:oops: -->
I know most of this are just my problems, and I shouldn?t be bothering you with them, but I felt I should at least explain something, as I do care about you, and I?m man enough to admit what I did wrong.
So, if you don?t mind, I would like my old seat in the team back! <!-- s:D --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- s:D -->